Atrophy
Birds are singing on this beautiful Saturday morning, and now that I've rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and swilled my first cup of coffee, the day is taking on a luster that's been missing for the last few weeks. It feels like *gasp* a weekend!
The kids are all back to their normal, feisty selves. The talking, the TALKING! My ears are assulted by the constant stream of words swirling around, after the relative quiet of a sick house. I let the chatter wash over me, and occasionally pick out a phrase or two that requires a response. I suspect they did a bunch of thinking while they were sick, and they have to share it all now.
Actually, this must be how my hubs feels when he comes home at the end of the day. I corner him as he changes into his after-work clothes. I tend to overshare, at top speed, the drivel my day is built upon. His mind drifts while I babble, but it isn't like these monologues are for his benefit, anyway. I just have to hit the purge valve occasionally, to an adult audience, and he manages to let the words flow around him with good humor and well timed nodding.
So, here on this sparkling morning, I'm faced with a mountain of laundry, a kitchen that needs some hardcore lovin' and every other room in my house looking cluttered and weary. I also have to get Donna the dog's nails trimmed today, because she sounds like she's walking on spike heels.
My heart wants to beat like the wings of the birds that rise from the lake to the trees. Instead, I'm going to throw open the windows and send the last germs to the hills via the Clorox Express. The entire house has withered, and seems a bit depressed. The only thing to do, it seems, is roll up my sleeves and perk it up.
I marched into the public library yesterday and checked out a bunch of books to read. I plowed through Gregory Maguire's Lost
Inertia affects me, infects me. I've been dangling my wrist over the edge of my boat, enjoying the cool, still water. Now that the kids have started rowing again, my wrist is fishtailing alongside the boat as the water streams past. The motion quickens my pulse, but I'm reluctant to straighten my spine and pick up my paddle.
Probably because with my luck, that distant roar I'm ignoring means we're headed for rapids. Ooh! Or a waterfall. Or! A ravenous lion!
Tra la la! Susie Sunshine, reporting for duty :)
Comments
You have a better attitude than I do when it comes to cleaning house. I admire that. I am glad all your kiddos and hubby feel better. Give each of them broom, dust cloth, or dishrag and make a day of it! Tomorrow you will feel even better. With a clean house, healthy kids, and a hubby that listens, the world is you oyster!
Posted by: The Staff Sergeant's Wife | May 21, 2005 9:26 AM
My kids chatter all the time. Even the 6 month old! She will sing! Yes, sing at the top of her beautiful lungs. My step-son, who never talks, has been bit by the chatter bug. The other day I listened to 2 hours of a third graders thoughts. Which in itself is great because he's trusting me more. Oh, my god. My mind was numb. I do the same thing to my husband. Talk a mile a minute when I see him.
I love the way you write.
Posted by: jenni | May 21, 2005 1:32 PM
Yup! That's what I did yesterday. When my hubs took the kiddos out, I opened all the windows and did a quick pass through the whole house. Vacuumed all the carpets. Wiped all the mirrors down. Cleaned all the toilets. Wiped down all the counters. Swept the tile floors. Sprayed the couch with Febreeze. Such a difference just doing those things made to the place! But I certainly am happy to hear that all your kids are feeling better. As for the verbal assault to your ears? I'm so with you on that one!
Posted by: Grace | May 21, 2005 2:43 PM
Glad to hear your life is back to normal.
Posted by: Stephanie C. | May 21, 2005 2:49 PM
Memories... Memories... How fun to read your blog! I went through that same thing with 5 kids and a wonderful, but spoiled husband. (I spoiled him) Hang in there, honey. It is well worth all of it. Someday, you will be like me and your children will be stressing over you, not you over them!! (the last part is great fun)
Posted by: Mizpeg | May 21, 2005 3:18 PM
Finally, the storm is clearing! Cleaning can be cathartic; get the last vestiges of yukkiness out of the way and invite fresh air and fresh times in. Here's your paddle, girl!
Posted by: Mellie Helen | May 21, 2005 4:59 PM
Wow...great attitude!
I just wanted to let you know that i enjoy reading your blog...nice style!
Posted by: Jstar718 | May 21, 2005 7:25 PM
Glad the clouds have moved off and the Sunshine is back at the Circus! Bring in the clowns!
Posted by: SqareSlant | May 21, 2005 8:30 PM
I'll clean your house if you'll clean mine. I'm having to do the "move out" cleaning. Don't want those people thinking we live like pigs (only close friends and family are in on that secret). But, hey it's sold, so I'm happy. Guess your mom can avoid a trip to Texas now, huh!
Posted by: buffi | May 21, 2005 10:44 PM
I do "info-dumps" on my husband, too. I figure once I get it out of my mouth, I can put it out of my brain as well.
Posted by: InsanePreschoolMom | May 22, 2005 7:24 PM
Sounds like a day at my house. Especially the top speed briefing of my husband the second he walks thru the door.
Posted by: cgarrett | May 23, 2005 8:56 PM